Good morning blogosphere

Hi my name is Gareth and I have a serious mental illness that as yet has no name, or to be precise , several.
That is because every time I see a new shrink I get a slightly different diagnoses.
This is why i have all but given up on the psychiatric industry and their counterparts in psychology.
Imagine your fear as you descend down what used to be the dismal.spiral of depression only to.find that this time it was going to incllude audio and visual hallucinations . Worse imagine that the only thing that dulled these symptoms was alchohol in large quantities . Add in a GP surgery where it can take up to three weeks to get an.appointment & live in a county, Cornwall, where everything is set up for the elderly including mental health services. And you have a recipe for disaster….